My old work 2 : you and me

YOU And ME I once loved you I cleaned for you I cared about you I cared for you   You once loved me You once talked to me You once cared for me You were once there for me   I cherished you With gifts I showered you I went to school for you I lived for you   You on occasion cooked for me I cooked for you You held me I held you   You loved me I loved you You listened to me I listened to you   You pushed away from me I crawled back to you You grew apart from me I grew closer to you   You feared being alone so kept me I loved so I stayed with you You decided you didn't love me I knew I always would love you   You hurt me And it hurt you You emotionally killed me So I emotionally hurt you   You say it isn't me You swear the problem is you I think it must be me because I still love you   You no longer want me  A part of  me still wants you You no longer want to hurt me I will do anything for you   You say to leave you I say if that is what you want from me You live only for you Now I must learn to live for me   I look back on my life with you I always wanted there to be you and me, I loved  that my life was you although I  realize there may have never been you and me,   There has always been you Loved by me Sometimes it was you who loved me   I put you Ahead of me for I loved you Now there will be only me and right now I don't like you   I did all I could for you I lived for you I would have given the world for you I would have died for you   Now I will live for me I will love for me I will die for only me I will continue on for me   Your memory will hurt me I hope mine hurts you You will remember me and I will remember you   From this point on it will be me who pushes away you This is what you want of me This is what I give to you   Give my heart back to me for I gave it to you You can't take your heart from me because it seems you kept it with you   I hope one day you will think of me I will probably think of you You will decide you love or need me But will I still be there for you     No longer "yours for eternity" NN. Darkness 2/23/2006